lega....

bbrapa hari pas kuar result ak agak riso ngan pndftaran krsus cz ak just dftar 2sbjek jek...ak spatutnyer dftar 4sbjek lg tp sbjek2 2 de probs..clas da pnuh....so ak sgtlah riso....ye lar...sem ni kan sem last...so kalo xckup kdt xleh lar ak nk grad kan....penting 2 cz ak xnak la extend kan sbb cm da ltih gak blajar...then pg td time ak bkak smp, ak tgk sbjek2 yg ak xleh dftar 2 da bole dftar cz jbtan da tmbah class...leganyer ak...fuuuhh....xyah pning2 nk g jbatan tuk settlekan pasal sbjek...yg ak prasan ngan class yg ak bkal hdirkan diri ni, mostly sumenyer pagi atau lbih tpat lgi awal pgi....3hari clas ak start kul 8...haiiishhh....ak xska clas pg coz kdg2 mate ak ni sgt degil....susah nk bkak...da la bgn lmbat pas2 nk kna plih bju, make-up ag...mcm2 lar...pas2 kalo da siap lmbat kna lar brebut bas....ak plg bnci rbut bas cz ak mmg xreti nk rebut bas...ak hrap phak U da wat pe yg ptut tuk settlekan prob pasal bus especially peak time....tibe2 rase nak bawak kete tp nnti byak prob lak especially fulus....huhu...plus kalo bwak kete nnti btmbah lar malas ak...hope ak bole hadapi sem dpan ngan jayanyer....ak berangan sgt nk dpat 4flat...hope ak bole dpat sem dpan cz pnting tuk cgpa ak...cik nina kan berusaha lbey ckit....aja2 fighting!!!

tmbahan: takziah kpada shida n famili ats khilngan opah yg tsayang ari jum yg lpas....smoga rohnya ditmpatkan bsma org2 yg beriman..insyaAllah...

R.A.J.I.N

tema mggu ni ialah rajin....ak kn jd bdak yg rajin....so ak bole siapkan smua kerja yg tertunda time cuti ni....kna rajin xkire ape pun jadi......XOXO

berJalaN SakaN....;p

weekends ni mmg ak n famili bjalan sakan....huhu...time ksih to en.awis@ ayah sbb bawak kitaorg jlan2....actually jalan2 kat cni xbmksud kitaorg g holiday kat mane2 tmpat peranginan pown...hehe...ari sb2 after adik blik dr tuisyen, kitaorg g knduri kawen tnpa anyah( die kat mnjung)....suke sgt cz dpat mkn nsik minyak.....hehe...time ni la diet i xmnjadi...haha...lauk kat c2 mmg la sdap...thumbs up...mmg ckup rase...huhu...yg menarik temanya pink...so ak sgt bsmgat nk tgk pngantin lakinye...nk tgk nsem x laki 2 pkai kaler pink...sbb xramai laki yg seswai pkai kaler pink..huhuhu...then pngntin laki pun tibe....pak2 pum2 pak2 pum2...ak pun trus tgk pngntin...so cute pkai kaler pink....comei sgt...tp ak xnmpak mka pngantin pmpuan sbb tlalu ramai...huhu...pas2 ayah ak gtau yg bpak kpd pngntin pmpuan 2 bru je kna strok sehari sblm knduri...isk2...sian kat kuarga pngntin 2....after mkn kat knduri trus la blik umah....bru je nk siap2 g mnjung, tibe2 nmpak opah jah, bro arip n sorg lg gurl yg xdknali....rupe2nyer gurl 2 awek arip....cntik...pndai bro arip cri awek....huhu...opah jah singgah umah after antar onyang kat umah tok hasyim rupenyer...pas2 ibu n ak pun msak la mkanan tuk diorg...pas smbang2 opah jah pun blik la ke KL....then kitaorg pun truskan rncgn k mnjung @ umah pklong....b4 g umah pklong kn amek anyah kat tluk btik dlu....pas amek die ingatkan nk jlan 2 kat tluk btik tp tpksa dkenselkan cz tlalu pnas..nnti ibu xselesa lak...so trus r g umah pklong...yeay...da lame xjmpa pklong n familinyer...1 bnda yg ak pasan, pp da smakin tggi...lg tggi dr mklong....tlebih minum susu kot....hehe...yg pling ak sonok g umah pklong ni, smestinyer pklong blanje abc...hehe...ak sgt suke abc kat lumut ni plus suasana mlm kat tepi laut...sgt special bg ak lar....tuk meriahkan suasana ajak la pklang n fmili...mmg meriah...tp ak lupe bwak knci bot (ayat ak n ayah berangan de bot...hahaha)..pas mkn abc yg sdap 2 trus blik....hari yg sgt mletihkan cz kat mnjung ni sgtlah panas terik...fuuuhhh....tp enjoy!!!
ari ahad lak g ipoh cz nk tgk wyg...ak ingat nk tgk cite storm warriors tp dsebabkan xde sape nk tman so kna la ikut suara major....so tgk r cite santau....bg ak cite ni xde yg mnarik sgt pon...same je cm cite antu kat dlm tv....cm xbabaloi tgk kat pggung...time tgk wyg ak men r ngan baby kat sblah ak...then ak baby 2 bite jari ak.....alamak....ak da tkar jd vmpire( berangan lgi)...of course ak xkan jd vmpire kan...sbb yg ggit ak 2bkan vmpire...hahaha....skit gak kan....nsib bek ak smpat trik jari kalo x, cnfirm putus...nsib bek baby 2 comei...huhu....after tgk wyg trus bli ksut skolah adik kat jsco....pening nk plih ksut tuk adik....huhu...pas plih2 2 rase cm lapar so g la makan kat food court....yg best nyer ak bli duren2 kat big apple....rasenyer sbjik cm durian...i like...shingga mnjilat jari...huhu...pas2 trus blik umah sbb da kpnatan...akhirnye ak dpat ilangkan kbosanan kat umah...;-)

p/s : arini ak smpat r mnitiskan air mata dsebabkan tlalu marah...huhu...sorg ckgu kate kalo kite nanges msti pas2 kite akn gmbira.....ak agk stuju ngan statement ckgu ak...hhuhu

ibu, ayh n pklong serius bbincg..huhu

mouthwatering abc


makan time


jalan kat menare condong
*nak msukkn gmbr org len tp bile tgk2 blik gmbr diorg ni je yg ok..huhu

pening ngan smp (T_T)

kepala ak rase nak tcabut pkir psal pndftaran kursus....nape la ak xdftr clas dr smlm....kalo x, xde lar ak xleh msuk clas OM sbb kuota da ckup....aaaahhh, mmg serabai....pas2 boleh lak clas DSK sumenyer pnuh....cmner lak bole pnuh...mule lar rase nk marah....kang kalo g jbtan diorg kate nape xamek sem lpas...nk je ak pulas2 tlinga diorg....da dlm buku sbjek kate ak kn amek sem ni...cnfirm la ak dftr sem ni...mmg serabai....cmne la nk grad kalo xckup kdt....eeeee.....geram ni...sabar je la...
xkan la kn blik upm awal2 ni just tuk settlekan pasal sbjek...sgtlah malas...nk mintak tlg shida tp die g singapore....waaaaa....nak nanges....otak da xbole bfikir ngan baek....huhu...hrap2 bnda ni leh settle awal....doakan ak ek....

terfikir

td ak bru dpat msg dr seseorg n then bru ak tpikir pasal diri ak...huhu....slama ni pun da tfikir tp ak mls nak amek kisah sgt n right now ak rase cm sdey la jgak...xtau la slah sape sbnarnye...ak kot..
xtau nk cite cmner...sume org de bff time skolah...of course lar..kalo x cmne nak idup kat skolah 2 kan...xkan lar sesorg jek...ak n kakak ak ni mmg de bff yg rapat dr kcik lg smpai la skolah...then xtau whats wrong or ak ke yg wat slah (ntah lar) yg sebabkan kitaorg da xrapat lg...ak rase istilah yg plg ptut bkan xrapat but xcntact lgsg....ak slalu tfikir pasal bnda ni....n ak xdpat lg jwapan 2 smpai skang...smpai ak da mls nak amek kisah, wat xtau jek.....smpai la de org msg....tibe2 ak rase sgt terasa bile org tye pasl bff ak tp ak xtau nk ksi jwpan pe sb ak mmg xtau....sgt2lah sedey...rase cm ak ni seorg kwan yg xprihatin n teruk...bukannyer ak xamek tau pasl bff ak 2...ak da cba amek tau tp xde jwpan...plus even kalo ak call umah pun xde sape nk angkat, msg pun xpnah bbalas..mybe time 2 cbuk or ak slah dial(+ve thinkin')...padehal bff ak 2 jiran ak kot...punyer la dkat..ak slalu je nmpak n the syum but die xblas pun plus pndg tmpt len....or ak je yg perasan,mybe kot....yg plg ak terasa bile jmpa kat giant....ak ni kdg2 bole wat muke xmalu tgur org...then ak tgur la dr jauh..but die wat2 xnmpak...ak geram sgt n ak trus g dkat n tgur la cm kwan lame yg 10 taun xpenah jmpa but reaksi yg ak mmg sgt terase bile die ckap "eh, sape ni???ak nk cpat ni" n trus blah cm2 jek....ak ni duk tkebil2 kat c2 n xtau nk ckp cmner....sgtlah tkejut...mybe ak cntik sgt smpai xknal...or mybe die mmg lupe...ak pham cz ak suke lupe nma org tp ak stil bole ingat muke....mybe die tbalik dr ak kot....mybe...
tuk xserabutkan kpala ak, ak rase ak lah yg wat bnda2 ni jd cmni...mybe ak de wat slah yg ak sndiri xperasan...hope bnda ni bole brubah 1 hari nnti...n ak bole dpat blik bff ak...amiiiinnnn
ak harap ak xhilang kwan2 kat sekeliling ak skang....hope ak dpat jd kwan yg tbaik tuk kwan2 ak....xoxoxo

B.O.S.A.N

seswai ngan title post ak ni....teramatlah bosan smpai xtau nak describe....xtau nak wat pe...wlapun byak keje yg ak xsiapkan ag....huhu...ni la msalah yg muncul bile blik umah cz bile duk um slalu jlan2, bile duk umah xleh jlan2....huhu
bile boring mula lar tpikir, bile la t.intan nak ade psat bwling, tmpat lepak yg best n pggung wyg yg best....wpun kat cni da de pggung wyg, ak rase same je cm xde cz cite yg diorg tygkan sgtlah xmenarik minat ak.....tlong r....tdi ibu de gtau mybe secret recipe nak bkak kdai kat cni....sgtlah gembira tp ak on diet...of course la xbole lpak kat c2...kang terkensel ak nyer diet....huhuhu....ak kna bsungguh ni....kan trunkan blik berat bdan....hope bole tcpai b4 blik upm....

btw ptang tdi lawat anyah kat bainun..bile g skolah die, teringat la zman2 skola dlu...isk2....td kawan2 anyah mndi kolah....mmg teringat knanan kat skolah...seronoknyer zman skolah....smpat ksi kat anyah cite new moon n video 2pm....kawan2 die punyer la suke...ape la nak jdi bdk2 ni...selasa ni da nak exam....gud luck tuk anyah n kwn2 nyer....kuar je dr skolah die trus ujan lbat....bile ujan lbat ni cpatla lapar....b4 blik umah smpat r singgah riamoda tuk bli kain skolah adik....die sgtlar suke...ak sgtlah xsuke cz xbeli bju ak...huhu....after g riamoda trus g mkan...nyum2...sgt suke....tp da malam....mane leh mkan mlm...tp dsebabkan ak lapar....lantak r diet 2....smpai je umah trus bkak lptop....hahaha...nak men game n facebooking....right now, rase cm sleepy cz da mkan byak td....huhu....nak tdo....ZzZZzZZZ

heartbeat by 2pm

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.

she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)

*suke lagu ni.....